Picking My Poison

Lyrics:

Are you down for some fun?
Me too
Let’s keep it at that
No emotions. As simple as that (It’s as Simple as that. Simple as that)
But
If I notice you’re getting attached
Then I’m out. That’s a red flag
And I don’t want that (I don’t want that)

I’m picking my poison
And love isn’t something I fall in
Don’t give me that crap. It’s annoying
I just want to live and enjoy it
There’s too many hearts that I’ve broken
Too many left me with scars
The good ones I just left them frozen
While the bad ones stuck knives in my heart

I took too many doses of pain and regret
But all of that crap just can’t fit in my depths
Dissecting the past isn’t good for my health
So I buried it all in a coffin and left
I’m moving different now
Enjoying the pleasures of life is my vow
Just give me a ring and I’ll be there to plough
But falling in love just isn’t allowed

I’m picking my poison
And love isn’t something I fall in
Don’t give me that crap. It’s annoying
I just want to live and enjoy it
I’m picking my poison
And love isn’t something I fall in
Don’t give me that crap. It’s annoying
I just want to live and enjoy it

Trust me. I’ve been doing great
I mean what I said
I ain’t trying to be fake
I’m colder than I’ve ever been
But unlike it seems, I love it this way
Connect, disconnect and we both go our ways
Don’t got to speak out that silly old phrase
I gave that shit up. I’m no longer in chains
My soundest decision. The best-est of days

So, I’m picking my poison
And love isn’t something I fall in (in)
Don’t give me that crap. It’s annoying
I just want to live and enjoy it
There’s too many hearts that I’ve broken
Too many left me with scars
The good ones I just left them frozen
While the bad ones stuck knives in my heart

In my heart
In my heart
Fall in
Don’t give me that crap. It’s annoying
I just want to live and enjoy it

Jumping in and out of love
Is something I have done enough
To understand (Understand)
I’ve gotta make some changes
To my fucking plans